Five days in....

...to my preop liquid diet...and let me say these shakes suck, suck, suck...yes I said that dirty "s" word.  But they are truly crappy.  And while I am complaining so does jello...no woman at my age should have to eat Jello...I would rather be hungry than try to suck down that slimy stuff again.

So officially I am 5 days in, 10 lbs down...not bad, too bad tonight I bearly got away alive from NOT eating my daughters sausage. Most of the time I can ignore smells and what everyone else is eating, because I am honestly NOT hungry.  But I really, really want stuff I can chew....chicken, mashed potatoes, bread, meat, eggs....anything that felt like it was food...not just liquid.  Anyway, I am holding my own, and still driven, and I am even ok with not eating next Thursday (Turkey Day)....but tonight I really wanna just eat.

I am off to do something to get my mind off the bag of stale chips in the pantry, that I KNOW are NOT worth it.

Signing off and drinking my shakes another day closer to a healthier me :)
Me